I write to you now in vicious anger.
Upset and lonely as I have never felt truly at home or at peace.
This world we walk through is filled with liars, fools and bitchy half-breeds destined to ruin the perfect essence of what it means to live a good life.
There is no one color to pinpoint how I feel at this moment.
All I can say is that much change is gracing my internal and external land. I feel scared to disembark on my soul path and tempted to run through a forest filled with thorns and brambles so ratchet and unkept that neither man nor beast could ever find me.
I am partially bored as well.
Seeking adventure that I have neglected to satisfy because I am fearful of losing money and not being able to return. These are a day’s worth of thoughts that woven a perfectly colorful blanket for my ego to sit and rest upon.
Truth of the matter is that I am so angry that I make so much money and it goes away instantaneously to resources that should only be free.
Elements we need as a human being to survive in this merciless era.
Political fences lined my world since birth and I am here stuck.
Fearful that I won’t ever have enough.
Scarcity is what drives a man wild with rage and fear.
Wish I could give the people what they want, but sadly I have to find it myself. Which leads me to the point in writing all this to you.
I have been working with color energy profusely for over 7 years. The past two years being more in-tune with card readings and some fundamental scientific education about the power of light and color. The practical bits.
Well, it has come to a point now through my color journey as a soulful spirited young mage to announce to you something I have been holding back. This resistance of riding with the flow is another factor in my frustration and in this moment I am starting to feel an upliftment.
What I would like to tell you is I have created a 108 color card deck of my own.
I will no longer be using Inna Segal’s beautiful work that strengthened my work as a color reader.Using my own intuition and knowing that light and dark is a huge part of understanding color energy, I finally found the courage to stand up against my fears, doubts and needed to tell you.
Keeping this a secret felt wrong and made me insecure with my own destiny.
This card deck for now is not available to purchase as I must master the colors more intently. However, once the deck arrives, my color readings will only be loved and cared for by this deck since it is mine and mine alone.
I hope one day to find a sea of pupils ready to enchant their lives with color as I have.
Until that time you can join my Facebook Page for color previews of the deck or book a reading with me using a special heart offer.