For being resistant to the male ego, Lilith (Adam’s original first wife) is legend as a demon.
Because walking away was the best way for her to remain pure.
I have been meddling with authenticity since January to be honest. Keeping a watchful eye on how my soul path was changing. I already know that many don’t like my bark or my bite so they ostracize me like Lilith. It befuddled people to see me so cut throat. I say NO really firmly because it’s just the way the cookie crumbles. However, their ego feels hurt because they did not get some of my energy for their cause…too bad.
Preaching positivity or demanding people to see globs of color in life is inauthentic. Life is not always rosey posey. Life is not really anything at all. We as humans pretend to create chaos for the sake of order and control. We as humans love to harp on one another’s faults and mishaps in order to find smooth duality between light and dark.
Lilith spoke to me all month in honor of authenticity. I am glad she done so because I have foreseen change a mile away. The storm that rages inside me is already here and like Elsa from Frozen I too must find a way to cope. Yesterday, I performed a card reading for myself and it pinpoints very important factors in my life that resonate well with what I have been grappling with all month long especially on the business front.
- The lack of appreciation.
- Desiring freedom to choose my reality.
- Creating my own temple.
- Resistance to walking away.
The last message of walking away struck me hard. Truth be told, I wanted to do this since the beginning of the year, but mustered some justifications to stay. Why? I am not entirely sure. I genuinely give situations a positive spin naturally because hope makes miracles, but like any of my relationships, goodbye is certainly equal to hello.
I am not here to steal, corrupt or hurt. Fulfill was the word that came to me during a staff meeting at work a few days ago. We all pulled an inspiration word from a basket and so I had to think long and hard about what it was this word means to me for the sake of Lilith and authenticity. Fulfilling people’s energy with my own is my purpose but I can’t continue to pour my heart & soul into many vessels at once. I prefer to focus immensely on one cause or entity and then move on to the next.
This is where I am on my soul path. Moving on because I’ve already reached many goals and understand many things. It’s time to say goodbye. Next month’s Soul Path Tribe goddess is Changing Woman and you should consider changing up your lifestyle and join the tribe. As for me, I will be listening to Lilith and my intuition and walking away from it.