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Gosh it is late at night and I am doing laundry so reflection is necessary. Well, it is amazing how much goes on in only a couple of hours, just imagine days and then years. So much can go on by and you will not notice the weight of the moments gone by until they have already passed. I must say I am really lucky to be around such wonderful people in my life. To some respect I have to thank all those asses as well for making my life crummy because without their stupidity and ignorance I would not be the person I am today. I would not be the person I am today if it wasn’t for all you who do believe that I can achieve my dreams. My dream of one day becoming a talk show host. My dream of one day being able to host the VMAs. My dream of one day making people smile-laugh-cry.  It is a great feeling to have since there is a lot of ugly in the world. There is a good deal of happiness too, but the bad seems to overcast the good and so people pay more attention to the negative then the good.

Is it not easier to appreciate the good then the bad. It is more natural for us to accept the good not the bad because if we accept the bad we constantly have to remind ourselves to accept the bad. I am thankful for the friends I have. I must say I have quite a bit of people who I can talk to and be like “Yo, I have this issue or I have this thing to tell you” I like having people in my life. I also enjoy having my alone time as well. I know I am just reflecting here–but I truly want people to know that I will go far for them if they are willing to speak up and ask for help.

I am like a great ball of energy so if you are feeling down, I am sure that I will do something that is quite entertaining. I just love the good in life, not the bad. You should too! Worshiping the evil in life is disgusting and gross. What makes me the leader in saying that? I can say that and I have the right to say that because I know deep down, there is not one human being that enjoys the bad. We all must feel happy at some point. We all must wish at some point. We all must be content with living life to its fullest and most appreciative capacity.

Knowing that I like Ellen DeGeneres gives me some example to demonstrate to all of you reading this right now. My goal is to help you achieve enlightenment. Oh I know that is a far off shot, but come on– you all know who you are! You all know what makes you tick! It just takes someone like me to try and reel it back and say look–you are deeper then what you just ate or where you just hooked up last. Life is so invigorating to the soul and spirit that each and every one deserves a reminder and a second chance.

Personally, second chances are harder to give to people who are complete A-holes, but they are people too. I know. Ugh, but they are and the sad thing about it is that they haven’t fully accepted themselves or really dived into their deep self.  I just hope people can find themselves before they lived their life only knowing what was immediately around them. That is why traveling is so fun and meeting new people.

I love being in college. I love meeting and seeing new faces. Because there is a story with it and if I just stayed home and watched my couch for the whole day then I would not be able to fully appreciate life even more. Life is bigger then what is in your hometown. I know that leaving home is hard. It is hard every single time I leave for school or for an extended amount of time. BUT it must be done in order to experience life’s pleasures in knowledge.

I quietly sit in my dorm right now thinking of all the things I want to say, but my mind is so full and it can only spit out one thing at a time. Golly, wouldn’t it be nice to fall in love with the absolute best person. Love it is so gay and elegant. Passionate and warm. Love is the fragrance that life sprays out for all those souls that love themselves and can spray their own so that the wind can catch it and send the song alongside someone’s ears.

Mighty words. I love to write. I want to write a book. But speaking my ideals and ideas are so much easier. But writing helps me convey my thoughts a little bit more carefully. I hope I did not bore any of you reading this. I don’t even know if any of this will be read. I just know the internet is so great that the universe has to check its email at the start of the day.

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May all of you who read this have sweet dreams because I will be thinking of you–I know who read this without even physically knowing. I know by instinct and intuition.